Help me.

---- also loves Joni Mitchell. And that's funny because I can't remember the face of the first one who loved Joni. Maybe now, I have a reason to keep smiling. Maybe not. Until now, I still don't know if it's possible or not.

It's going to be a busy week next week and I'm tired already. With ----, I feel like problems are manageable. But that, in itself, is a problem. I shouldn't rely on my feelings for ---- to help me get by.

Nakakatakot malalaglag ng todo. Kailangan pilitin na wag. Hindi pwede. Kailangan maging mag-isa. Ewan. I'll watch The Rescuers muna to deflate and de-stress. Hay...

Nakakamiss.